26 Pre-op!!...getting nervous and mind is wondering...
My surgery is 06/09/10 by WLSC (Dr. Thomas Clark) I have had 1 other surgery in my lifetime, and the thought of it alone just scares me. Today is my 1st day as a Blogger, adn I have read many on here. this seems to be a good way to go pre and post-op. I keep questioning myself and if I really will be successful with taking my 287 pounds down to my goal of 150. Will i get the energy that I dont feel i have now? Getting your mind right is the hardest part of this process and i feel like Im fighting with myself, that in some ways I guess sounds crazy. I am about to turn 30 next week, and I still want to be that outgoing/fun girl..but think I need to stay away from my partying friends, so that i dont want to "have a drink". I did stop smoking about 3 months ago, and I knew I had to do it for the surgery, and I have been successful with that, but I do think about it all the time.
I hope that this decision I am making to have this is a good one, and that it helps me get myself to where I want to look and feel!:smile:
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