So many things that fustrate me right now

1st-- Since my 2nd fill (Jan 28th) i have only lost 3 lbs and have NO restriction.Plan on joinning the YMCA to see if i get motivated to working out...ofcourse that is if my back/leg cooperate.

2nd-- My Sciatica is still bothering me. After 10 days of Celebrex and not working out (dr's orders) i decided to just get 2 work outs on thur and friday...and now i am limping. I dont want to be on Tylenol for the rest of my life. And i dont have the time to sit an heal...have 3 kids to take care of.

3rd-- TAX season... granted that we let H&R Block do it, i still never manage to get all the right paperwork for them and the ask questions i dont really know how to answer.I just hope the refund can get help us out.

4th-- Im eating WAY to much!!! my 3 year old twins seem to always want to eat. I spend way to much time in the kitchen and that just gives me axcess to "cruchy munchies". Bad habbits are really hard to break!!!

5th-- I have lost about 32lbs and have only gone down one pant size...where am i loosing the weight?

6th --- Husband is not beeing very understanding. did he forget that i got the Band?? I still cook the same way but he is bringing home a lot of crappy food and offering it to me...what a hell!! maybe he doesnt like the fact the i am about 7 lbs lighter that him now

7th -- still loosing my hair!! i have been keeping my protein intake over 70 gms a day. I have also been taking Biotin for over 1 months and got myself a hair cut. It is freaking me out!

8th-- KIDS are driving me crazy. My 6 year old daughter is talking back and being very ruff with the boys. Time outs dont seem to affect her much. But at kindergarden she is a ANGEL!!

The twins are destroying the house, we have just a few pieces of furniture in the living area.Their room only has beds cuz the climb and jump off anything. THey are fighting over everything and one bites, the other one pulls hair or with whatever he has in his hand he will hit the other on the head.

There is alot of helling...crying..:crying:

I also failed at potty trainning this boys. they are not interested and Im so sick of diapers!!

:wub:I love my family BUt i know see how it is that food has come into my life as a lifesaver for so long... I want to change ... i need to change.

CAn anyone relate!??????!

I feel a little better now.... i realize this process takes time.

OMG you are such a great mother and wife!!!! Please pat yourself on the back a few times and tell yourself you are wonderful and do it looking in a mirror. Time for yourself Please!! I feel we mommies get so little appreciation it is pathetic.

I had two children who would not listen or mind and I had to come up with some interesting ways to creatively discipline. Mine were Irish twins so close in age the girl potty trained before the boy!! LOL and the boy is 9 months older. You have not failed at anything, it will all happen in time you are correct on that one. You should be so happy with yourself and it is hard when others do not recognize how hard you have been trying. I am proud of you and we can help motive each other. I have learned along time ago I get what I need in the way of "feel goods" on this site. It works for me. I have been there and done that and I assure you, you are doing a GREAT job. Mine are both in college now but it seems like yesterday;-) Best wishes imaluckydog

..thanks so much fo the nice words ( watery eyes)

I am trying hard to be positive and to take time out for myself...i just with i had more help from the people around me. I plan to join the YMCA to get some workouts BUT also to get out of the house and have some time to myself while my daughter is in school and the boys can stay in the play/kidsitting area the Y offers.

I sometimes i wonder if i am going to survive with these kids... i cant see myself in 10 years when all 3 of them will be teenages.. OMG!!

Thanks again for the motivating words..when i get home from work today iwill look at the mirrow and pat myself on the back ( while the kids & Hubby...are asking ""Whats for dinner mommy??" )

I word.....Woooooooossssssssaaaaaaaahhhhh! Goodness I got tired just reading that...you're doing great, it will be worth it all in the end!

Yes, you will survive this...You need to ask for help it is OK to do that! You are not supposed to do it all by yourself. The YMCA is a great starting place the twins will love it. You will get some Mommy Time Very Important I must say. It is Ok to cry. This time (kids ages) was the hardest for me. I cried all the time. No kidding... Set limits and stick to them. It really does get easier you are a strong person and YOU CAN DO IT!!! You and the kiddies will be happier. Best wishes imaluckydog