So I have the recurring dream that my BMI gets down to 40 and they (still not sure who "they" is) kidnap me and remove my band because I no longer qualify for the surgery.

Weird eh?

Also have had several dreams lately about a guy I dated 20 years ago and haven't seen in 20 years, naked. THIS one is MUCH more disturbing than having the band removed!

Therapy here I come.

LOL, you must has experienced some high stress over qualifying for the band.

Hmmm, naked guys stealing your band...

I wish Freud was still around because I'd love to know what he makes from this.

Is this him

OMG you are killing me! Sadly though, no, he didn't look nearly that good naked...Hoping to improve that trend when the new and improving me hits the dating scene again, someday. Just the thought makes me queasy.

And nope, no approval issues, I was essentially self pay (I work for the hospital system the surgery was done at and the surgeon works for so significant discount thank you God). I think it's just that things are going so well I'm terrified of something going really wrong. I dunno, paranoia is one of my strong points!

Or I'm just nuts...which is a possibility!