Ever feel like you've fallen off a wall and your not sure if you can be put back together again? I'm feeling a little out of sorts. I always knew I had food issues, but never knew how bad they were until I started this journey. I've of course known that my eating habits were not normal. The usual closet eating and emotional stuff. I never truely realized how much I was attached to food. I love it. It's my way of dealing with everything from boredom to giving my mouth something to do when I have nothing to say. I find a friend in food. I'm hoping that the fact I can see the patterns and am trying to fix them is starting in the right direction to recovery. They say admitting you have a problem is the first step so here it goes. Hi my name is April and I'm a food junkie.

Great Blog. I also have what I call an eating disorder!! I never really wanted to admit that to anyone but it is so true. I have come to understand many of the reasons I used to eat. Some are the same as yours. It is such an amazing journey this LB one and I am so glad I found this tool it has saved my life. Keep blogging and Best wishes to you on your journey. imaluckydog