Well, I am not happy! I am on Day 7 of my new workout plan. I have been busting my BUTT on this program. I am sore in different spots everyday.

I jump on the scale and I am two pounds up! WHAT???? This is not suppose to be! I have not gained anything since the surgery.

I did have 1cc taken out before Christmas due to a block but I have not eaten bad at all. I have been watching my portions and even went back on the three day liquid diet for a while.

I know, I know...some will say muscle building....but in only seven damned days????

This is not acceptable! I have a goal and damn it I am going to reach it. I want to be 170lbs by my birthday.

I cried when I saw that scale number! I am sick over it and beyond upset.

A New Year and this is how I start it off?

AAAAAHHHHHHGGGGGGHHHHAHHAHHAH!

I want my fill back! January 5th can't come fast enough!

(Update Jan 4, 10-I am losing inches! My waist, legs and arms are getting smaller, even with the gain!)

It is fustrating, but you are doing GREAT!!! whether you reach the goal or not just remember not to put yourself down...EVER!!! a womans body is a mystery, you could be retaining water, builing muscle or your scale could be playing a cruel joke on you. In any case, you are inspiration to alot fo people. Chin up. Put that scale away till after your fill!!!