WOW, it's hard to believe that I am 39 years old...seems just yesterday I was wishing for 21.

My friends had a party for me last night, HOLY BUCKETS! I will NOT forget this birthday for a while!

I'm three months into my journey and it's funny how much I've changed my personality along with my looks. A friend of mine, whom I haven't seen since before I was divorced came last night. She called me this morning and told me that she just couldn't believe the change in me. It made me feel good. That I've made so many positive changes in my life since that time.

I've been feeling a little down about not doing the right things all the time and beating myself up for every mistake I've made in the last three months, but looking back, I think I've done pretty darned good. It's not going to happen overnight.

I did learn how to make a really good sugarfree, almost fat free baked new york style cheesecake. I was playing around with my recipe because I wanted one for my birthday. It turned out AMAZING if anyone would like the recipe I'd be happy to share. Warning it takes three to four hours to make it.

That's it for today, I think it's time to crawl back in bed.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GF!!! ...and cough up that recipe...I'm not a cook, but we all know I love to bake! -BG