I scheduled my surgery yesterday for 9/23/09. I'm very excited about it and hope to be one of those girls I see on this site who drops 100+ pounds and keeps it off. The key is really keeping it off, isn't it? I've lost lots of weight many times but have found that keeping it gone has been impossible for me. That's why I need this tool INSTALLED in me so I have no choice but to keep up the work.

I had to go to have my blood drawn this morning after fasting and was told I need to drop 10lbs before surgery (in 12 days!) I decided I was going out with a bang. I took my kids out to dinner and had my all time favorite meal at TGI Fridays. Jack Daniels burger with fries, a side salad, two beers and Oreo madness for dessert. I ate so much I didn't really feel hungry again until lunch time today. After the blood draw, I'm sticking to protein shakes until my surgery date.

This lap band procedure is a complete secret from everyone except DH. I'm not sure why I don't want anyone to know, it just seems like it's a private matter to me. I told my boss that I was going to have a D&C on that date because he knows I had to have that done about 18 months ago and didn't question that I was having the same problem again. I may be crazy but I'm hoping to go back to work the very next day. I have the most sedentary job in the world so I'm going to give it a try.

This morning I weighed 241.4. I plan on weighing myself every day, because I’m weird like that. My first goal is to weigh less than DH (225), then less than 200, then less than my driver’s license states (170), then less than my wedding day (145) and finally to my ultimate goal of 130. It seems almost impossible to me right now, but I’ve seen other blogs here from people who have done it, and I’m determined to join them!

You can do this! Your goals are very realistic. I have been banded since June 29 this will change your life for the better in many ways. I also have not told anyone except DH and son, daughter and sister who had by pass surgery 9 years ago. I am very private too. It works for me too. I wish you the best. I on the other hand needed 3 days I was in a lot of pain and swelling only for two but in 3 days and I was as GOOD as NEW. Best wishes and keep us posted so we can support each other. imaluckydog Kathy

You sound so much like me! Just got my date (9/29) and am having my pre-op tests on Monday and starting th protein shakes. After all these months of waiting, it is now REAL!!! Best of luck as you continue the journey...you can do it...,and so can I!!