r u getting fatter?
so its my turn today to come on here and do some destrssing and try to get some feedback from some people on my life latley. well let me start off by saying that i was banded 2/9/09 and have dropped from 292 to 209 !! i still have a long way to go but i think im doing pretty darn good but i have a few issues my first issue i want to rant about is my family...they are just to darn hard on me at least i think see i still like with my parents and well i just feel like they watch me like a hawk...see about once maybe twice a week(rarley) i go out to eat with a coworker a sibling or friend and when i do my mom totally gets on my case and she goes on about how shes not the one that had the surgury and should not worry but i am the one who had the surgury and then i complain about what she cooks at home yet i go out to dinner with friends that i should know what im soing but shes just saying and blah blah blah blah!!(not to be mean) and im like seriously mom? is it really a big freakin deal that i actually ate out? i ve lost 80 something punds i think im doing pretty darn good i think i know what im doing why should i feel guilty because i ate at damn sizzler salad bar!! or what do you guys think?? then today my dad was like ur belly is getting bigger and pats my belly and youve gained some weight havent you?? i was like no!!(i really have not) and i was like are you kidding me?? your seriously telling me this right now?? then hell gut on my case bc i will eat l.f s.c sometimes or fat free cool whip or a banana and im like really?? your watching what im eating? again am i worng? then my other problem is that all my skinny coworkers are stashing the workplace with snickers starbust hot cheetos apple pies cookies and i obviously dont expect them not to do it because the fat girl cant eat it but how do i deal with them staring me in the face saying EAT ME!!:laugh: SERIOUSLY i ate 4 snickers mini today and hot cheetos...i never eat them unless they are in front of me i dont want to fall back into old habbits so how do you guys deal?:huh2:so im so glad i got this off my chest !! now for some feedback?
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