:thumbup:I went to the gym after all that whinging about it, only really put in half the effort i ususally would but I s'pose its better than no effort at all today.

I was putting off getting out of the car and actually going in the door at the gym by cleaning out my bag and purse, I found a drivers license with a photo from a few years ago on it and all I can say is I was really shocked by the id photo. Was I really that fat? :tt2: why didn't somebody tell me?????:sad: I mean I knew I was that fat but.......I must of been really close to 300lbs and so miserable looking, probably 299.9lbs. :biggrin: It was looking at a picture of someone else, yet really puzzled because you know them.

How or why I did that to myself I will never understand so now I will look forward and not back.

So what if yesterday was a bad day, this morning I didn't give up like I would of done before at around the 3 month mark on a diet so I will focus on that positive and get through today, it may not be a fully yahoo pumped up daybut it sure as s**#t not the day that license id photo was taken.

Cheers Chooky

Keepin it positive, sista!!!!!! Don't even go there. Let's live for today and make it a corker. Sun is shinning here and I am on my way to another HAPPIER LB day. I took yesterday off and did not exercise at all everybody needs a little rest. I am up and running today. Best wishes. imaluckydog