Well tomorrow is my birthday...how do I feel about that. Ok I guess. It would be another day if it wasn't a holiday. I will be a full 39.....how does that make you feel... I don't know....I'm kinda waiting for 40 so I can have a big party.

It's Monday, I'm at work and barely anyone else. I had a good weekend because I walked 6 miles. I have to get back to 3 miles a day. I will go to the rec center and get on the treadmill and see if it will work now. When I took a weight training class, I found out the the treadmills there had a weight capacity of 400 and so the thing would just cut off. Yes that is embarrassing. Now that I am thinking about it, I don't want to go find out. Okie dokie now, next.....

Tomorrow I will get up early and go walk, the earlier the better. Oh yeah my butt hurt LOL. I guess my butt isn't use to this walking. I told the story in the MD Exercise thread. I did get a new pair of shoes. I am not in love with them but they were on sale for $40 so it's ok. I will get some shoes I really like. One day I will design my own on Nike id....yeahhhh. For right now these will do and thank God for them. I don't want to sound ungrateful.....too late. LOL:nervous

I miss my mom:think

Thoughts throughout the day.

It's not everyday but this weekend and today all I can think about is food. I know my level of non restriciton and emotions are contributing to this.

My plan too..Im 39 and will be 40 4days before my band anniversary. Im going to UK to see friends and family I wont have seen since before my op and I'm planning a HUGE party! Great idea and I hope you have/had a lovely birthday...Happy Birthday XXX

Oh yes you have to have a big party for 40. I am already planning mine. LOL Thank You