tomorrows the day! (rant about dh)
::crying::
Tomorrow is my surgery and I am so so so excited, so glad to start on this journey- to get to the other side of the bridge and start the uphill climb.
I just wish that my dh was even slightly supportive. I feel very alone in this (minus all of you here on lbt!)
If I even mention anything about my surgery, he shuts down. Like somebody flipped his power switch.
Last night he blew up about the smallest thing (unrelated to surgery) and left the house for like 4 hours!
I slept in the living room as my silent protest.
as of right now its been like 16 hrs we haven't spoken over a stupid fuckin quarrell.
And here I am 23 1/2 hrs away from surgery and not speaking to my husband (he hasn't even tried to talk to me)
He refused to drive me to my appointment so my sister is. I'm going into mexico by myself and he hasn't the slightest concern (my friends bought me pepper spray lol)
I just don't know...I don't even know how I'm getting home- I'm just trusting in my ability to figure shit out.
I wonder if this will pass once the surgery is done and over....
Oh well, I am strong and will overcome these obstacles, just wish I had someone IRL that would be supportive.
I can't thank all of my friends here on LBT enough for all the encouragement and support, you guys have really helped me through this!
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