Pain has gotten a little better, but I am still sore where the big incision is, and still have some bruising and swelling. Also I pulled my steri strips off too soon I think. They were very itchy, and I am somewhat OCD. Thankfully I go to the DR tomorrow. I have lost 30lbs since 2 weeks pre-op according to my scale. But tomorrow could be a different story when they weigh me at the Dr's. I didn't own a scale before. I hated seeing how much I wieghed.

Mushies stage is going really good for me. I even had some chicken breast boiled in broth, and that was probably the best chicken breast ever. Only problem so far is that I get hungry between meals, and sometimes my meals leave me feeling hungry afterwards. Hoping I will get a fill tomorrow, and that will help.

I have also been feeling a little down. I knew some drepression was a possiblity, but really didn't think it would happen to me. I was so sure I wanted this surgery. But there have been a few days where I really felt like I made the biggest mistake of my life. I think about how I can't have fast food anymore, and all the other foods I am missing out on, and it just makes me sad. I never noticed before how many food commercials there are on TV. I hoping that this will get easier with some restriction. I also have come to the realization that food has always been my comfort not only when I am stressed, but when I am sad. I really enjoy food, and I almost feel like I took something from myself, that I can't give back, and the I worry because of the way I am feeling I am going to end up failing at this. But then I look at the overall picture, and think of the benefits, and know I will learn to enjoy food in a healthy way. I know I am going to slip up, and that's ok as long as I get back on track. I am going to be thin and healthy and that's the most important thing. I do want the lap band, and I wouldn't change anything.

i felt the exact same way i even told the doctor i wanted it reversed!! it really is a day to day struggle but as the days go by it get easier!!!! Best of luck to you

I wish you the best on your journey and I hope that you know that there are other good foods out there as well. I don't know if you like veggies but I am a veggie freak!!! Cheer up, it will get better and don't look at it as losing the foods, but gaining the body! Stay positive and it will get better!!!

Thanks for the encouragment. I think it will be easier when I can have a real meal. Right now it's still mostly mushies, and slowly introducing new foods. I am only allowed 2oz or 4 tablespoons of food per meal, with very little restriction. Its good to know I am not the only one who feels this way.

michelle, good luck with your recovery. It sounds like you are doing really well so far, and that you are on your way. Another friend of mine, Lise, is further along in her lapband journey, and it's been a positive experience for her. You can check out her blog and compare notes at lisetheloser.com. Keep it up, you'll be fine! (and you are right, there are so many food commercials on TV it's nuts).