So today I am holding an expierement.... I am eating Sushi for breakfast...LOL at 11 am... went shopping yeahhhhhhhhhh and I am counting it as exersize cuz I was sweating!!!!

9 am 127

B: i spicy cali roll

L:GRRRRR I ate a big mac meal... Really pissed off!!!!

D:chicken leg, 2 tortillas

OMG I HATE going to the Doctors... and they wonder why.... I waited 2 hours for my appiontment, then when I asked, they couldnt find my chart and had to wait another 45 min. wasnt able to have my test done, all the other tests I had this week were faulty...OMG I wanted to kick her ass, and then wanted to cry.... So I have to go back to have another ultrasound, another pap, again no sex for 2 weeks, another blood test for pregnancy and I still have to find a cat scan that carries more than 400 pounds...I am soooo pissed off!!!! Whatever!!!!! Tomarrow is a new day...LOL just have to let this day go.... OOOO if it were that easy!!!!

I read your prior day's journal - I'm so sorry that your family isn't supportive financially for the lap band surgery --- I, too, have had that situation on occasion - if 'mom' thinks it is necessary or important then she will help out - if she doesn't think it is important she doesn't....I imagine your mom's experience with her own family has made her hard-hearted a bit - life tends to do that when no one supports us -- perhaps a heart-to-heart with her, letting her know how important this is to you - and a re-payment plan (write it out ahead of time)??? that you can share with her - so she sees you intend to pay her back? Maybe that is what she needs to see......best of luck!