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6 days to go

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Wow

Well, I only have 6 more days left until I get sleeved. I think I’m still in denial a little about what I’m doing. I’m following my pre-op diet (and it isn’t easy), and I have support from everyone I know. I had to battle for 6 months before my insurance approved the surgery. I think my nerves are getting the best of me. I'm not worried about complications from surgery, or the pain. I know that everything passes. I’m afraid of failure. I have failed so many times. I have given up. I know this is not a miracle surgery & it’s not going to fix my problems. Only I can do that. I’m hoping that this is what I need to successfully help me. I’m writing this for myself. I have dealt with depression for 10 years. I have been medicated for 10 years. After I had my daughter I suffered from postpartum depression. And, it still lingers. I’m scared that it will get worse. I don’t want to be medicated. I want to be healthy. I just don’t want to give up. Just needed to put this on cyber land.

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