:rolleyes:I always knew I was big and just went on with my life, and no one ever said anything fearing they would hurt my feelings. So I covered up all the pain with of course "Pain Pills".So this goes on for a while and life goes on. I had recieved a little extra change so I wanted to paint my apt. (which havent been for yrs), and had to move my china closet which is made with glass.So to make a long story short, I was forced to look at what was sitting with me.....I have never been so hurt as to how I have let myself neglect Me....Maybe if I would have listen to my doctor instead of the pain, well to be honest maybe the Mirrior is what I needed.Things happen in misterist ways. So, I meant my surgent on Oct.1st. and I was 352.2 lbs.,2 weeks later I went to my primary doctor and weight 343lbs. Then I meant with my nutritionest Oct.15th and weight 342lbs. I made sure and cleaned my refrigerater and put in all healhty food, and look at the weight I lost.I just have to express myself to someone even on here, for I live alone and going throw this by myself. So if anyone can understand where I am comeing from , please reply....Elite53 and loseing..... P.S.- my surgery is in March 2011... Good Luck All
This may sound a little crazy to most , but I am trying to start even before I go to my nutrint. I have already lost 8 lbs. I went primary doctor today and she says I even look a little smaller.I waited until I had no food in my kitchen, no meats nothing but can food. So I went shopping for everything diet.Sweet&Low for my sugar intake and lots of greens. well what I am trying to say is that readingalmost everybodys post in this site , has pushed me to really start thinking about how things are going to chang after the surgery. Sometime I think it is a win win situation. If there is anyone who understands and doing the same, please reply......meet the pychiatrists tomorrow. Good luck all....elite53 (P.S.- please excuss the era's)
Wonder what they are going to tell me? Is there anything I should know?Are they the ones who gives you a choice of Gyms I can go too? I am so excited about just going to the gym, I really need something to do during the day and weeks.This is my life long project....I have already meant some nice careing people on-line going throw the same thing.Thank God for the internet...lol...Hopefully I will be able to lose some weight before I go for the operation. If I can lose at lease 100 lbs before, then maybeI can do it on my own....Wow that would be great. So to me this is a Win-Win situation, plus it has given me a reason to have something to look forward to.In other words, my life is so boreing and nobody wants to be bothered by a person who can't really do anything, like walk or go places do to weight problems.I don't like the way people look at me, I try not to notice it or pay attention to it but you know its there.....So my point is , when I do this Wonderful thing, my life is going to change as far as going back to school, work and play, but with new people and the ones who supported me throw this life changing prosess.....So if there is anthing someone could tell me please do so...Elite53 God bLess everyone and Good Luck!
Yes, I am on my way. I was a little excited just to meet with them, but when they told me what I had to do and all that paper work, wow...you really have to want this.I WANT THIS! I feel with my support from here and being strong, I can do this. I would like to start my diet before I meet with the nutritionist. I have to try harder because I live alone and well you could imagin. So any advise well be welcomed....elite53:sad0:
Well I am finally on my life long path to a new life style.Yes, he was understanding and careing.Wow I didn;'t think it would be all of this, but believe it or not , maybe this is what I have been waiting for. See I live alone and always finding something to do with myself.Now I have the perfect project, ME. I thank everyone for the stories I have read to make my decison. Elite53...
Yes I am 350lbs and looking for the best way to come out of my skin. Yea, I said it , for if you look at it, we spend a lot of time looking and judgeing other people and not looking at ourselfs. So you don't have to be skinny to come out , you just have to be true to yourself......I am scared to death of makeing this move, but I know if I want to be happy and Mobile, I need this. So I thank all for the posts that I have read and hope yous will be there when I'm done.....Good Luck everyone....Rose:scared0: