Today is THE day to focus on. One week from now I will be at the airport, boarding a plane for San Diego, from there I am picked up and taken to a hotel for the evening (where I doubt I will sleep unless I am given an anti anxiety med). The next morning I will give my $$, my blood and they want pictures! On top of it all, it is in Tijuanna, so I couldn't get a friend to go with me, I asked 2!
I received an email from Lana today (the lady that picks me up at the airport) and it dawns on me that I won't have anyone there that I know. How do YOU do it? You know who you are? Did you contemplate going alone? There is something to be said for a good support system. That's what I am here for.
I have Medifast dated 2005 on the packet, I know I didn't take it until the end of 2006 at the earliest.
I REALLY REALLY want to flush the food out, start the liquids and get going. I have HCG liquid and I might take some of that tonight too.
Nerves, I am fine.... Nerves, I am on my way to a better me! Nerves, I am an example... Nerves, time to get over myself and walk bravely into the morrow! :biggrin0:
