Well all my medical/psycological testing is done and now I have to wait for the insurance to be notified about everything. Im not sure how this all works but Im praying they dont make me jump through more hoops before surgery April 25th!! I went to my family Dr today and her page printed out saying that im Morbid Obese so if that doesnt make them cover this, i dont know what will. Im more than ready for this, if only they knew how much i need this. Im sure it will work out and if i have to pay out of pocket, I will cause this is to save my life. Im not the kind of person that handles waiting very well and I just want this done tomorrow if you know what i mean. I cried on the way home cause I feel like ive done everything i can to get this surgery and now the decision is in someone else's hands. I have 57 days to get ready for this and Im just going to use that time to make new healthy habits and get my life organized so that when it comes im with out excuses. My 8 year old daughter thinks im going to be skinny when i get out of surgery but i explained that i have to still eat healthy and excersize and its not instant. ( I wish it was!) Gotta keep positive and pray it all works out in the end cause its worth it
Im starting to get excited that my body is going to change drastically but i also know that I have a lot of work to do to get where i want to be. Im looking forward to going up the stairs without being out of breath, putting on socks and shoes easily and making excersize a hobby instead of a chore. Im at the begining at 306 pounds but thats ok cause it won't last. Surgery in April is coming and my life is going to be different and better!
