a heavy woman comes into my job today,a reg customer who hasnt seen me in awhile. she starts telling me how great i look and how i lost so much weight and asking what i did,so i tell her i had lapband surgery in october.she then tells me how she had lapband 2 yrs ago!
my first thought after she tells me that is....that'll never be me...until i stop to think for a minute and i realize...that can very easily be me!
like everyone says...until you have a fill,this is just another diet.
the woman was telling me that she hasnt had a fill in over a year and prob ended up stretching her band by eating unhealthy and overeating.
what she said had me so worried....i have not had a fill yet,not for lack of trying but due to nyu still not up and running after the hurricane.
and ive noticed that while i have restriction all day and can barely swallow anything for breakfast and lunch...by dinnertime all my restriction is gone and i have to remind myself not to overeat!!
i work 40 hrs a week and have been very active in work...so active that i dont have the energy to exersise when i get home...which is prob why im not losing much.
im still losing,but very slowly....
i know that eventually everything will click into place and i'll find my sweet spot...but until then,its very frustrating!!
