WELL DO:faint: :faint: :clap2: :angry :bandit :think :think :faint: :faint: :faint: :faint: :faint: :faint: :faint: :faint: :faint: :faint:
TODAY I GO TO TJ. TO GET MY FIRST FILL. I HOPE THAT CAN HANDLE THIS TIME WT ASOF TODAY IS 129.8..,. WAY TOMUCH FOR ME. I WANT TO GET DOWN TO 115 AT 62". THAT IS FINE FOR ME. I NEED TO ENSURE THAT I AM NOT TOO TIGHT WHEN I GET MY FILL.. NO MORE PUKING.
NOT GOOD,, IT CAUSES SLIPPAGE
:help: :help: :help: :help: I Got MY SLIPPED BAND OUT OF THE WAY. BUT I AM STILL EATING TO MUCH.. EVEN THOUGH I DO NOT HAVE ANY :faint: THING IN MY BAND,, I AM STILL SUPPOSE TO BE WATCHING WHAT I AM EATIN,.DAN
:eek: :help: :help: :help: :!: :heh: :heh: :heh: TUESDAY THE 27TH I GO BACK TO TJ TO GET MY BAND CORRECED..IE.....BAND SLIPPAGE.
MY HUSBAND HAS HAD A FIT AS TO THE COST OF THIS BAND. I AM SELF PAY AND I AM THE ONE THAT MADE THE MISTAKES BY NOT EATING CORRECTLY., I DIDNT TELL HIM THIS... BUT TO THE TUNE OF 5,000 OUT OF MYOWN POCKET.. THE ORGINAL SURGERY WAS 8300. OUT OF MY OWN POCKET. I AM JUST PAYING IT OFF TODAY...SHOOT. SO I AM GOING TO BE THE PERFECT BANDSTER PERSON. AND GET RID OF THE 8 PDS I HAVE GAINED SINCE JAN 07...THAT IS WHEN I WAS TOLD IT HAD SLIPPED DUE TO MY EATING HABITS. I HAVE BEEN BEATING MYSELF UP SINCE THEN.. I KNEW I HAD TO TELL MY HUBBY THAT I NEEDED TO GET THE BAND FIXED.. I CANT STAND TO BE OVERWEIGHT NOR CAN I STAND TO NOT DO WHAT IS RIGHT BY THE BAND. SO WITH A HEAVY HEART AND BANK ACCOUNT I NEED TO CORRECT THIS PROBLEM.
SO WITH THIS IN MIND,, I GO TO TJ ON TUESDAY AND GO UNDER AGAIN TO GET THE BAND FIXED.. I WILL ENSURE THAT I AM THE PERFECT PERSON AND EAT AND DO MY THING THE CORRECT WAY
BEGINNING WT
178/127/110. DR LOPEZ HERE I COME
I WANT TO GET DOWN TO 110.
:help: :help:HEre i come to TJ again
LEts see what happens tomorrow
dls :help: :help: :cry :cry :think :think :think :(wow itis going to happen:faint: :help:
:help: :help: :help: :Banane10: :angry :angry :angry :omg: :omg: :omg: :omg: :sick :sick :cry :cry anyway have not heard back from the Pat Cordinator or Dr. H from TJ either one
ATE WAY TO MUCH YESTERDAY...NOT GOOD JUNK ICE CREAM RICE CHICKEN,,,JUST FRINGEN STUFFED BY MYSELF.. BAD NEW
:help: :help: :help: :help: :help: :help: WELL I FIND OUT Monday how much money I get to spend on frigen repositioning due to my own stupidity
126 wt as of today 2/23/07
I am so sick OF THIS WHOLE ORDEAL
DIANE
Well I am up 5 pds and still have not eaten the way I am suppose to. SO I have 2 more wks till I go back to see the Dr to find out if I get my fill.:eek: :omg: :think :bored :confused: :clap2: Today is Friday.. Let me see If I can eat correctly this weekend...I love myself
WT start 178 on 3/29/178
todays date is 2/2/07.. I had 2 fills and 2 unfills.
Lowest weight was 118 6wks ago..
NOw 123 pds today 2/2/07
:angry Diane
:help: WELL I have to be on mushies for one month. I have been defilled since Jan 21, 2007. I ate the wrong foods and I am now paying the utlimate price.. 1. I did not eat correctly and what I did eat was dam wrong.. I have made it to my goal last Oct 06..I lost a total of 55 pds and was doing very good.. Now :omg: :clap2: I have gained 5 pds and dont know how much more I am going to gain bwtween now and Feb 21, 2007. I am trying pretty hard to watch what I eat and to eat the correcct foods while I am unfilled. That does not always happen.. I will put more of a effort in to this.. So I dont get so dam depressed.. I did not spend 8,000 to fail this LAP BAND. I AM HAPPY TO BE BANDED AND WANT TO GO BACK TO WEIGHING 118.
LOVE MYSELF
DIANE:rolleyes
today is 2/22/07
I NEED SURGERY
I NEED TO HAVE LAP BAND REPOSITIONED PER THE DR.
THAT WILL COST $5000 I EXPECT. I AM SELF PAY
MY HUSBAND IS GONG TO HAVE A FRINGEN COW.
DIANE:omg: :omg: :omg: :cry :cry :cry :cry