OK so I have done it. The surgery is done now I just starve. The thought of not eating like I use to scares me because I really do like to eat. I guess it will be ok just in smaller amounts. My broth is actually good! Note the positiveness I am portraying... We will see how this goes in the weeks to come.
Boy new years day was the pits, i was so hateful and wanted food but I got through it. I have new energy but then was tired. I get mad I cant eat then am glad I did this and not hungry at all. OK so today is a good day and I will not break anything, yell at anyone or be bitchy. I am changing my life! The gas is better too! heat pad helped. OK so I will be a good girl.
