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Getting back on track....

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what was I thinking....

Where to start...   Well things are looking up again. After getting unfilled 4 months ago and gaining 22lbs. I can only point the finger at myself. I made a promise to myself that once i got it off I would NEVER go down that road again. Hmmm.... ate those words. When I started this journey i was in a size 26 pants. Could wear a 24 but the 26 gave me alittle more room if you know what i mean.? I was doing really good back in April of this year. I was in a size 10 and at 162 lbs. loven every second of it. My husband lost his job and we was about to loose our Ins. So i thought i better get one more fill for FREE before i loose it. UGH! why did I do that. After getting another fill I stayed sick. stomach became enflamed and had to get unfilled for a while. NOT GOOD FOR ME AT ALL!!! I lost all self control. Im talking about back to eating Mcdonalds, bread.... I can blame NO ONE but myself here. Went to the Dr. On friday was able to get a fill in my port that has done a 90 degree turn. Thank goodness this Dr. knows what he is doing and was able to put me back a 5cc. BOY CAN I TELL IT. yippy... Im back and working hard at it again. Size 10 here I come!   Peace~

boshie

boshie

 

Not Good...

Well trying to find my way again... WAS doing great! Got sick a few months ago and had to get unfilled. bummer for me. I have fallin hard! Gained 23 lbs. . I told myself I will never be that sad 268 lb women again. somehow im eating my words. Sad but true. I went back 2 days ago to get a fill only to find out that my port has done a 90 degree turn on me. working on getting it fixed soon. Right now being able to eat what ever is not good for me!!! Anyone else ever had this problem? would love to hear from you. Peace~

boshie

boshie

 

Slap in the face....

I got out all of my winter clothes and guess what?! Not one pair of jeans fit me!!! I was like no way.... so yeah i tried them on again thinking maybe just maybe they would slip over these hips. NOPE!!! I'm so very angry with the choices ive made over the last 6 months. Who was I trying to kid when i said i was happy with the way i was? Trying to get back on track has been the hardest thing ever. Lord give me the strength. <3 counting cals. and keeping up with protein intake hope this works gotta get back into those jeans. PeAcE to EvErY OnE....    

boshie

boshie

 

Excited about it..

Well looks 189 is my number! Im ok with that for now as long as i dont get back in the 200's. BLAH!!! I got down to 160 a few months ago and ballooned right back up to 189 and hanging out there. My mom and I started a at home buisness. Im very excited about it. If you have a facebook acct. check us out search: Lavish Bliss' tell us what you think. Maybe with keeping myself busy with everything i will lose a few pounds if not its still ok. well good luck to all. Peace & Love<3    

boshie

boshie

 

This can't be my number!?!

Starting weight 2009 - 268lbs March 2011- 162lbs Today 192lbs !!! ugh...   Was feeling really good about myself back in March 162lbs and in a size 10 pants. The road started getting bumpy around April gained a few lbs. May gained a few moreJune- MORE!! What am I doing to myself? Trying to break the pattern. Got a fill a few weeks ago 2cc's havent moved on my numbers still 192lbs. Im counting cals. again taken in around 800 to 1000 everyday. should I lower it? That was always a comforting number/numbers for me. Maintained well. Something has got to give here. Im open for any suggestion, PLEASE HELP! Thanks alot guys Heather      

boshie

boshie

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