Starting to realize the reality that I need to make massive changes to my life in order for this to work. More ready now than at any other point, time to get back to living again
August 4th is the big day, I have been reached the point of no return, all systems go. not even feeling nervous at this point, just relieved to finally have date set. 5 months of tests and hoops to get to this point. Lets get it done,