Hi i'm Mosytif, 29 yrs old. I weigh 324lbs (5'9') and I am hoping to have Lapband surgery soon. I have Cigna Epo and currently undergoing 6 mos of a doctor supervised weight loss plan and i'm on my second month. Four more months to go. I have been yo-yo'ing loose a couple gain a couple within these last couple of months.
I have the worse sweet tooth. Chocolate owns me. This is the reason why im overweight. Depression is starting to set in because i just hate feeling this uncomfortable and fat. Maybe eventually soon I will get sick and tired of being sick and tired. I have gained 90lbs within the last 2 yrs. Everyone else sees me so happy on the outside. But on the inside i feel like im dying, literally. Im tired all the time especially after I eat. My doctor did a whole work up and the good news is i have no co-morbidies. So why do i feel so terrible. I even had two stress test and the conclusion was i'm fat and my endurance is low but otherwise healthy and have no health problems. wow. I just knew I had diabetes but I was wrong.
I had my thyroid checked. To be honest i was hoping there would be something wrong with my thyroid because that would be my fat excuse but wrong again. Nothing is wrong with me except i lack the will power to stick with an excersise regimen and diet plan. I prayed for will power. I'm still waiting on GOD to open the envelope.
Well this is me in a nutshell! P.H.A.T. Pretty heavy and thick!
One Love,
Mosytif :kiss2:
328/324/175....still pre-op
