I had my doctor consultation and he answered all my questions. I told him that I wanted a low-profile port and he said he would have to order it but could do it. Once the insurance approves my surgery, then they will order the port.
My case worker told me I should hear something by the end of December. I'm so excited. I should have my surgery sometime in January.
The waiting is killing me. I go see the doctor on Wednesday, the 22nd. They will weigh me and send my paper work off too the insurance. I am just praying I get approved. I am so nervous about not getting approved.
I'm so anxious over all this, I hate waiting! But I know there is nothing I can do to rush the process, I just need to learn to be patient - something I am not good at.
My new life begins with a lap band placed within
I am nervous and anxious and not sure when
When will I be at goal, when will I be thin?
I tried and tried all my life to please the scales
Yes tried to please them, ate nothing at all but to no avail
My family thinks I’m crazy, some might think I’m lazy
Just diet they say, and you’ll look amazing.
No one understands the pain and anguish of being this way
No one understands the strain it takes to breathe every day
I am thankful for my family and friends you see,
But this choice I’ve chosen is mine and for me.
So be there for me and cheer me on to the finish line
I promise you all I will get there this time!
I went to my seminar Saturday and yesterday the doctors office called me to see if I was interested in getting the band, and ofcourse I said yes. So they scheduled my appointment for November 22, 2006. I will meet with the doctor and they will file my insurance. I am hoping to have the ban in place in January.
I am just hoping my insurance will approve it because there is no way I would be able to be self-pay.