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Another day at the Big "A"

Well it's just another day at the Anatole the Big "A" and it was pretty good.   I have decided to get rid of the people that are use less to me!   When I call for a polite "hello" they dont answer :cell:   When I need a hug they are "never" available:sleep   When I need to "borrow" a dollar " i dont have it" :phanvan   When I need help with my car they "never" show up :yell:   When I just want watch a movie with someone "always an excuse" :sleep   I just need you to sign papers for me so I wont have to pay back pay for "child support" WTF!!!!!!!   Or if you see me on the payphone outside at 6:30am with my kids and you keep driving. And then you call me and tell me you seen us!!!:omg:   I dont need you:angry   I'm taking a stand Tia Neal-Perry will never be used again by anybody.   I'm venting today but I'm in a great mood!!!:clap2:

tianealperry

tianealperry

 

Just Another Manic Monday

I really have been pretty good this weekend baked foods, no sodas, no bread. Washed clothes somehow that relaxes me. But I ate a baby ruth and a butterfinger for breakfast this morning, well the 10th is approaching and Im ready formy first consult.   I hope all is well and that you all are having a good day. :biggrin1:   My word for the day is PROCRASTINATION. an unnecesarry delay in action. No more excuses!!!:drum:   TEXAS RULEZ:whoo:

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tianealperry

 

Claim My Victory for Tomorrow!!!

As you know in my last entry my day was pretty rough:phanvan But today is a much better day Dreamed I got promoted to a sales manager *IT IS SO in JESUS name AMEN* and in that dream I was thin and very sure of ME!!!!:drum: Started the car after 2 tries it purred like a Caddy *I claim that too*:car: Got my kids & the daycare staff minus 1 some donuts:star: Gave a hanger to a couple that locked keys in the car The same people asked for 4 dollars I gave them 10.00 not much but I obeyed the will of GOD. I felt the presence of GOD hugging me I felt that he was please with me at 6:30 in the morning.:hug: The same time my car stopped in the middle of the road yesterday morning. And it brings tears to my eyes to know just on Wednesday I had no clue how I was gonna get gas for my car. Or have enough bread & peanut butter to fix lunch for my daughter for the rest of the week. But GOD provided and HE is AWESOME. THANK YOU GOD FOR BEING MY EVERYTHING EVEN WHEN I DON'T SAY IT OR SHOW IT !!! (I'M THANKFUL) :hail: :hail: :hail: :hail: :hail: I speak blessings & peace to whom ever reads this. Shout out to My Angel and to DougP and to all the Texas pre-banders!!!

tianealperry

tianealperry

 

MY CAR, MY PHONE, MY STOMACH, MY HAIR

THIS WILL BE A VERY SIMPLE AND QUICK ENTRY FOR ME   MY CAR STOPPED IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD AT 6:45AM WITH MY KIDS IN TOW:omg:   MY CELL PHONE IS OFF:tired   MY STOMACH IS IN KNOTS BECAUSE OF STRESS:sick   MY HAIR IS BREAKING OFF AT THE EDGES:mullet:   :help: :help: :help: :help: :help: :help: :help: :help: :help: :help: :help: :help: :help: :faint:

tianealperry

tianealperry

 

CREAM OF WHEAT & EGGS WITH SPLENDA!!

HEY I HAPPY I'M ALIVE MY KIDS ARE BLESSED AND WELL I'M BLESSED AND WELL   YES I ATE CREAM OF WHEAT AND EGGS WITH SLPENDA I LOVE THAT!!! I HOPE EVERYONE HAS A SUPER DAY!!   SPECIAL SHOUT OUT TO MY NEW :angel: YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE   AND TO DOUGLASP :drum: :note2:   LOVE YA'LL:grouphug:

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tianealperry

 

A NIGHT OF SADNESS BUT A MORNING OF JOY!!

:cry FOR SOME REASON ALL I COULD DO WAS THINK ABOUT MY BEST FRIEND & MY DAD'S FURNERAL:confused: :phanvan AND I CRIED UNTIL MY PILLOWCASE   WAS SOAKED. I HAD A BAD NIGHT ON OTHER WORDS OF COURSE I THINK   ABOUT THEM ALL THE TIME:rolleyes BUT LAST NITE WAS JUST SO   OVERWHELMING.:cry BUT I WOKE UP HAPPY TO GO TO WORK AND HAPPY   TO BE ALIVE!! IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME??? OR AM I STILL   GREIVING :cry   I LOVE YOU DADDY AND KARLA

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tianealperry

 

Called the Doctor just to be doing something

:rolleyes I called the doctor's office just to see what my first consult would consist of. I was advise I would be seeing the dietician,:pop2: :hungry: The insurance lady:thumbs_up: :money:   And a nurse:nono: And I would be meeting with the man himself Dr. Rivas:rockon:   That helped me out so much! Knowing I would get to get these things done with 1 appointment!   All I do is think about getting this Lapband in my body is that normal??:banplease: I just want to be healthy and live for my kids.   November 10 cant come soon enough!!   I want to be BANDED by Christmas!!! That would be the ULTIMATE gift to me!!

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tianealperry

 

BAD ATTITUDE or GREIVING today???

:cheer2: I must start off by saying thank GOD for another day:clap2: although I might not sound greatful I'am truly.   at 8am my attitude got read bad, like as soon as I got out of my sisters car I went from to :angry !!!!   I love my job it EASY, but I will admit a few of the people here are some simple, back stabbing, liver sucking roaches!!!:omg: I dont pay any attention to them. I very frustrated about my weight my clothes have looked horrible on me all week:cry my last pair of shoes are busting on the side:cry!   If anyone out there prays to GOD please pray for me and my mental & emotional wellness. :help: :help: :help: :help: :help: :help: :help:   thanks for letting me vent   :angel::angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: R.I.P. DADDY & Karla M. Thomas*best-friend*   :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think :think

tianealperry

tianealperry

 

Surprised by a Sales Manager

Walked into work today surprised by 2 Louie V's, 1 Coach, 1 Prada bag!:faint:   WOW that really made my day:D :D :biggrin1: :biggrin1: :biggrin1: :D   I'm still thick and FINE but tired of the weight.:huytsao

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tianealperry

 

PROGRESS in Texas!!!

Guess What I got to make an appointment with a Dr. H. Rivas in Dallas for 11-10-06 and I'm so pumped about it!!! I was told his bedside manner was awesome and that I would always be able to contact him:biggrin1: so I made a whole heap of progress today. My pcp referral dept has already faxed the paper to Dr. Rivas!!! WOW i cant wait to see him!!   I'M COMING OUT I WANT THE WORLD TO KNOW LET MY FEELING SHOW!!!! diana ross 19??????

tianealperry

tianealperry

 

Lunch with my Ex

Not sure why my X-husband is so nice now a days I asked him if he had a policy on me and was trying to knock me off!!!! I had some baked chicken with salsa and tea :hungry: Man I hate tea dont know how to make it just the right sweetness... Anyways ya'll stay focused I'm still waiting on a call from the Lapband specialist for an appt. Love ya'll

tianealperry

tianealperry

 

RUN AROUND

MY MOOD AT THE MOMENT IS :help: :phanvan I CALLED TO THE L-BAND DOCTORS OFFICE TODAY TO CHECK ON A OPENING FOR AN NEW-PATIENT APPOINTMENT AND I GOT SENT TO VMAIL. THEN I CALL BACK AND I HAD TO GIVE ALL MY INFORMATION AGAIN TO A DIFFERENT LADY AND NOW I THINK I HAVE TO WAIT ANOTHER WEEK IN A HALF FOR AN APPT. I'M GETTING FRUSTRATED ABOUT THIS TRYING TO STAY ENCOURAGED BUT IT'S GETTING VERY HARD AND THIS IS JUST THE START OF THE JOURNEY. :phanvan I LOVE YOU ALLY, NICHOLAS, DADDY & KARLA HOPEFULLY I WILL BE FEELING BETTER BY THE END OF THE DAY!!!

tianealperry

tianealperry

 

A DATE WITH TILAPIA

Ok my day is going good, made up with my boyfriend:kiss2: He is being very supportive about the Lband and I love him for that! He had loved me for the past 12 years from skinny to obese!! and I know our love will go to another level once I get this procedure done. He really dosent want me to do it BUT I gotta do it for ME!!! It's strange how you can tell a person that's not apart of your family you deep dark secrets and they still love you:nervous   My family is not supporting me at all so I gotta do this by myself, BUT I'm happy I have you guys to give your comments so that helps!!!:clap2:   got a picture of myself but I dont know how to put it on here :phanvan so if someone would give me instructions in simple terms I would appreciate it.   Oh Yeah I had some Tilapia today it was AWESOME pretty soft I'm going to practice chewing :hungry:   Have a ROCKIN WEEKEND:cool: Hi my name is Tia & I'm a pre-bander!!! :) :) :)

tianealperry

tianealperry

 

My life changing experience at the PCP office

As you all know I went to my PCP to discuss the procedure, and she almost bit my head off for not being able to loss weight on my on:mad: I was hurt and deeply offend by her statement, I must admit I was a bit senstive about get on the scale in front of her. I gained 1 pound:phanvan but I felt lower than a bug when she said and I quote "It amazing how people can say that they can lose with weight with this band but you can't do it on your own it's mind over matter." End quote :omg: CLOSE you mouths I know!!!:omg: I was to out done! I look that witch dead in the eye and told her butt OFF!! By the time I was done with her she sent me on my way with HER blessing and the APPROVAL for a specialist!!!!!!!!!! I will be changing PCP as soon as this procedure done! I have already called the doctor and I'am waiting for them to call me with the appointment. :clap2: But it's cool baby Tia got what she needed and it's all good baby-baby!! Im changing my life for the BETTER Dedicated to Alexandria & Nicholas "my kids" & In Memory of Pastor Burnis B. Neal II "DADDY"2004 & First-Lady Karla M. Thomas "Best-Friend"2006 I need ya'lls support let the BANDING BEGAN!!!:clap2:

tianealperry

tianealperry

 

Better days ahead!!!!! I hope

:mad: I woke up saying ok this will be a day of greatness for me :hungry: I will not eat anything FRIED!! :nervous I will not drink and SODA! :phanvan I will not over do it at lunch with chesse and I will not think NEGATIVE thoughts about ME! I LOVE ME I hope everyone who reads this has a SUPER, AWESOME, KICK-ASS DAY!!!!:clap2:

tianealperry

tianealperry

 

2nd Pair of Shoes busted!! WTF

:think I just broke my second pair of heels in 2 weeks at work while walking!!!   Is it my weight or what?:help: :think     GEE-Im totally feeling down for sure:( :mad: :( :think

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tianealperry

 

2nd Day with LBand Talk.com

I must say Im very happy to he HERE!!! I have met some pretty nice people so far and I want to give them a shout-out:biggrin1: and some love :clap2: TEXAS style!!!   If anyone here is from the Dallas, Texas area holla at me please:kiss   I hope you all have an awesome weekend it's been great so far and I look forward to sharing many moments with everyone:eek:   Until then :kiss2:

tianealperry

tianealperry

 

NEW CHICK ON THA BLOCK!!!

:clap2: Hi world! I found this site and now Im in love with it! I have yet to talk to my doctor about LBand, but my first appointment is on next Thursday. I found out last week that Atnea covers the LBand. So I'm very anxious to talk to my doctor about it, she is already aware of what I've been going thru as far as my history of diets and yo-yo weight loss.   I had a revelation about 3 weeks ago!!! I decided I MUST LIVE until I DIE and I'm going to live the best life for my children and myself!!!:clap2: KUDOS to ME!!!   My current BMI is 41 I'm 30 years old b-day is March 29 I plan to be 40 to 60 pounds lighter!   I plan to have this LBand done before this year is over:biggrin1: 2006 will be the last year of me hiding behind black clothes & pretending to be happy because everyone says you have a pretty face!!!   It's a WRAP!!!

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tianealperry

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