Went to my first nutritionist thing today. not very happy nor positive now. She told me that the doctor wants ppl to be at a bmi of 50 before he does the operation. I would have to lose 100lbs to get to that. I feel that if i can lose 100lbs in 6 months then why the heck do i need the surgery???? Not happy very depressed. Not sure what to do.
Starve myself?? Drink 2 protein shakes then have a small dinner???
So now im down. Was very happy to go to my fist appointment but that was short lived.
Thinking about looking for a different doctor. Not sure what to do . JUst depressed and crying like a baby . I just want this so bad but hell 100lbs.. might as well not get the freaking surgery dang!!!!!
I go to a seminar on Aug 18th and they already set me up for my first balance eating plan on Aug 27th. I have to go through that for 6months before i can have the surgery. This is the requirement of my insurance.
I am so excited. Finally got it started. Didn't know where to even start. But im on track now. Wish me luck.
Went to the seminar on the 18th. I have my first appointment to see the nutritionist on the 27th. So i started on Thursday eating different. Discipline my self now. This way when i get the surgery it does not shock my body nor brain. So i have cut my portions, counting those calories, forcing myself to eat veggies and yogurt. Veggies n yogurt i dont like but ive been looking up recipes. Found some good ones on how to cook veggies where i may like them.
Im going to join the Y.M.C.A in sept. I am a local truck driver. Only home on the weekends. The Y at them moment till sept,is only open on saterday. Sept they start oping on sundays too.
Also been really reading up on the lap-band®®®. Doing my homework.
Seems a long ways away for the surgery. Im not very patient but i have to be. I have no choice.
The main person that is helping me with eating right is God. With out Him i could not do this. I have no well power but the good Lord is right here with me helping me with my cravings.
Praise you Lord and Thank You
