264.8, 262.2, 263.6. I cant get below 260.
I am not doing well with my weight loss. 5 weeks post op and not losing really any weight. I always level out at 260 and have for 3 years. I hate 260, I want to weigh 250 something or 240 something, but not freaking 260 something.
So tired of seeing that number!!!!:cool:
My last blog was a total rant about the 260's and how I hated them. Well, I still hate them because of how stubborn they were, but I am proud to say they are GONE!!! Infact the 250's will be gone soon also:biggrin:. Look out 240's, I killed your older brothers and in 2 lbs I am comin for you!!! haha(evil laughter!)haha.
I am 27 and for the first time in my life I feel in control. I still have temptation and still give in once in a while, but all in all I am in CONTROL. I am able to say with confidence that I will get out of the 250's and then I will get out of the 240's and on and on. This is not a diet where I am holding my breath until I fall off the wagon. I am consistantly losing weight and have been for nearly 4 months now. Yes, it was slow at first, and yes I got discourged, but wow I stuck with it!!
I cant believe this is really me, losing weight and in control. For so long it just felt impossible, and now it is reality. WOW :thumbup:
