Hi!! This is my firstest every entry, and I'm not even sure I can or will want to write further.. It's just that I think I really need motivation, because things have been only so-so since my surgery 12th of June. :think I just thought along with people who have been going thru the same thing, it might be easier...
Anyway, just wanted to say hey before I get more serious.
Hey:clap2:
I just had my blood tested today!!
My hemoglobin A1C has always been high, and that's actually one of the main reasons I got the operation- so I wouldn't get diabetes. (:sick big, big fear) I don't actually know how high it was, but I picked up my results and it says: The normal values are between 4.4 and 6.5, and mine is 5.6!!! Which is pretty good don't you think?
I had a slice of devil's cake at Gloria Jeans today, so I've been feeling a litte angry at myself, but I also walked for an hour to go the movies. Which is something. I guess..
I've been feeling kind of sad today. Especially becuz I am going to Istanbul, since school starts monday. I really didn't have that good a summer since I had my surgery in june, and since my parents were ashamed my me (they did use that word) they didn't want me going around in our hometown. :tired So we kind of traveled, to London, to Paris, Austria and etc. I guess it turned out well, but still.. :confused:
I really don't want to start school. Though I'm thinner than I was, and I'm almost positive people will notice and comment on this positive change (:nervous ) I still don't feel ready. My mother is coming with me, and I don't know how I feel about that. I'm just nervous, I guess...
