it has been 8 years since I have decided to have weight loss surgery and I can not believe it is almost here..But I am at the point now it is out of my control. I have done everything the insurance company has wanted and I have all my request for medical records done. Now I just have to wait till I can get that final approval.. I hate waiting it is killing me already. Think I am going to go ahead and start the pre-op diet so that way when it comes time I will already have a jump on it. it is better than me just worring and waiting. Oh God please let them get this approved fast. I would be such a great birthday present for me.. that would be a dream come true! My birthday is June 18 (2 weeks just enough time to get the pre-op diet done).. anyways have not been sleeping much just been to nervious, so need to get off here and get to bed have to work tomorrow.