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Too soon to go shopping

You know I have been working out, and I lost 7lbs and feeling kind of good, then it had to happen, I needed to go get something for Easter, went to the store and they had shit for clothes, nothing fit. nothing looked good. Lane Bryant is not for me.. the thought of goint to Catherines is just killing me, the I looked at my self and said OMG I cannot wait for this lap band I need this weight off and I need it off fast. I am so tired of being over weight I am so tired of not being able to buy nice clothes at JC Penny or Lord n taylor so sick of the fact that I cannot buy a nice pair of sandles or shoes for that fact that I can put my foot into as for I cannot wear any shoe because my foot is so always so damb swollen. it suck, cant buy shoes any place, target, walmart, payless. dsw.. no were.. it sucks, sucks sucks, and I have had it.. when will it change..   I go for my phys eval. which OMG I am acting like a crazy person right now so they would probley have me committed if they saw me today.. so after that I hope I get the date. I say JUNE 1.. that is when I went it.. I am ready ready ready..   Ok.. well Easter is coming and yes there is candy and yes there is food. am I going to eat it.. ? well I am not going to binge I am not going to eat and eat like I have always done, ok I will have a little of something and that is it. I am also going to committ to my self that I will in deed go for a walk at least twice this Holiday weekend, Charlie (my chubby dauchound) needs it as well as I   Well I am going to bed.. I needed to get that off my chest.. before you know I will be buying a sexy pair of capri's a hot top and some gold colored sandles. for a summer night..
msanitaml

msanitaml

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Working out is Working Well

Kind of tired right now.. but I wanted to report that I have lost 7 lbs I am so excited and I have to get the notion that if I can loose then I can do this on my own. all I have to say is that I have proven to my self over the years that I cannot do this on my own, yes I have lost, and yes I have gained it back and more.. so this is going to work.. this is going to keep me in check, this is going to help me helo my self. but I am so glad it is going slow.. cuz I am scared why? not sure.. opeations scary? and well they just are. I am afraid of the dentist so.. need I say more?
msanitaml

msanitaml

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Well I hope it will change

Ok so today was Easter Sunday.. I do not have a surgery date as so many people on this site do.. I do have an appt tomorrow with the surgeon.. it is to get weighed and to go over my test results. I did get something in the Mail yesterday from them it stated that I was Vitamine D definicent, and that they called in a script for me, so Should I be worred.? I mean I live in Central New York I think every one that lives here is.. we don't see the sun here.. serious thought I was am a little worried. I mean I did google it and it said that people with BMI are Vitamine D Defincient and also it could lead to heart trouble.. I am so afraid that they will not be able to do the surgery..... .. with on my mind and being the one year Annv. of my Mom passing, I over ate today I ate too much at brunch, I ate candy at home, I mean I did not binge but I did eat it and I have not touched that stuff at all in 4 weeks, I need to start to get more serious.. I got to get more ridid with this.. I hope I can one day at a time   Happy Easter :thumbup:
msanitaml

msanitaml

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My Journey Starts

I am new.. to this, I am just feeling the waters.. the stage I am at is in the begining, I have met with the surgeon, had the work up test. stress, test blood test upper GI, eco cardio gram. next I meet with nutritionis and go for a phyc eval.. that is the 16th of April.. I am not in a hurry. well yes some times, but this weight did not come on over night.. so.. I need to take baby steps in the processe.. It's kind of waiting to have a baby.. you find out your expecting, then you go through the excitment, then you gear your self up for the day and the day happens and then you have this beautiful gift.. I think this surgery us going to be like having a baby.. and it is so funny I am saying this for the past two weeks I have had two dreams of being preg. now I am 47, tubes tied. and no way I am . I have not missed a period so I am not.. better not be.. hahah but I think those dreams ment something.. something new, a new begining.. a new start and that is what this surgery is.. well, enough for now I will write more later..
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