Ive been called a pig today,
Told that my choice to not get married before living with my boyfriend is stupid and if we got married it would be a sure divorce. ( because im not catholic/christian) because christians have better judgement,
When she picked up her granola bar and said "im going to eat this even though im not hungry..." I replied, haha thats wha happened to me, look at me now!
She put the granola bar down. Thanks!,
AND that i ate my breakfast really fast. "WOW, you ate that fast!" replied with THANKS!
Thank you i realize im overweight, you dont need to remind me.
One thing i have noticed in my life is that "fat" people are funny! I have learned throughout my life that humor is the best medicine. Maybe it hasnt helped me with my weight but it definently helped my personality.
For me, a sense of humor is a necessity in life. If you cant laugh, you havent lived.
Working with my coworker .... skinny, pretty, high self esteem, boyfriends, sexual attraction, BORING.
I mean not everyone can have a sense of humor but let me tell you one thing… being skinny and pretty isnt everything. Maybe it sounds like im just bitter, but im definently grateful for having a "fat" life and the ability to make people laugh.
So today was my first day setting up a date and possible flights to get surgery in mexico! I WAS excited.. My mom was all supportive, but maybe we are just uneducated about this sort of thing.. OR maybe my nurse is paranoid? HELP
I started to cry when i was talking to her, because all i want is to be skinny and wear what i want, when i want and of course go swimming!
She said WE CAN DO IT TOGETHER!
mmmm yaaa i have a lot of people i could do it with, its the fact that its all going to come back and i have no faith anymore..
Weight watchers, jenny craig, curves, regualr gym, home gym, dog, energy pills, weight loss pills, protein shakes, protein bars, smaller portions, more fruit, bought bikes, lean cuisines... the list goes on... I have tried every last one of these...
It doesnt help that the bf wont try to eat healthier... he doesnt neeeed to.. lame
Hey!
So I just talked to my nurse at work and she thinks im absolutely insane for even thinking about going to mexico... She asked if I ever thought about getting aids, hepatitis, not being able to get back to canada if they messed up and i became terribly ill..
She asked if the doctor was accredited and if i ever wondered why it was so much cheaper to do it there rather than canada..
I dont know, it seems like everyone I tell has a way to tell me its a horrible idea..
Help meee lol