I am overly nervous. I keep having dreams that I am going to die. I shared this with a friend, her take on that is, in a way, I am going to die. I am starting a new chapter of my life tomorrow. The fat Hillarie is no longer going to exsit in less than one year. I am so nervous and anxious at the same time. How will my body look, how am I going to feel, what will people wonder..
All I can think about is this new journey for me. I have not been under 200 pounds in so many years. When I think about the fact my son is going to grow up with a healthy mommy that he will not be embarassaed about, I get really emotional.
To the start of my new life.....:wink2:
