Well im scheduled to be banded on Dec.14 but im not too worried but I am a little scared about what the future has in store...im scared that I might change into a whole new person and my friends and family will not like it.I dont know if im crazy for thinking this even though my friends and family are supportive of me. But they have always seen me as a big person and if my band goes well and I loose the weight, then I will be a person that they have never seen before...
I had my surgery on the 11th of December and I have only lost 10lbs I can eat just as much as I did before, I feel like a failure and IDk maybe I just need a fill....:tt2:
