im so scared of this surgery that i cant sleep its been like this for the last few days now i have had nothing but bad thoughts about this whole thing. thats why i came to you guys!! in the beging i thought i could do this with out any support from my family but i cant i cant talk to them about ant of this because they just say do what makes you happy or are you ready to be sick the rest of your life!!!! i dont know if i really can do this anymore?? im so close to my date july 31st i dont want to back out now but what will happen if i DONT wake up after surgery!!!!