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Way Off Track....

i am soooo off track. i was banded 6/2/09...296lbs ..now im only 284.... i have not been eating the way i should at all. i only walk dont go to the gym no time.. i haven't had a fill yet ..im getting one the 24th. i have no idea how to eat healthy. i dont like any of the food on the menu that i have . my family is so unhealthy and i want to set an example on how to live healthy and still enjoy food. im crying out to you guys for help someone PLEASE HELP :eek:ME

bsandz08

bsandz08

 

25 days before my surgery!!

Im very scared i have no idea what to expect..is it very painful?? How fast does the weight come off?? I just need some advice about what i should expect after the surgery...please help me :biggrin:

bsandz08

bsandz08

 

Im going to have a panic attack

MY SURGERY IS JUNE 2...BASICALLY 3 DAYS IM SO SCARED I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO..... IM THINKING OF ALL THE THINGS THAT CAN GO WRONG!!! BUT I KNOW THAT I NEED THIS..ALL OF MY FAMILY KEEPS ASKING IF IM SCARED OF COURSE I DENY IT ...BUT IM SCARED OUT OF MY MIND:eek: I JUST NEEDED TO GET THAT OFF MY CHEST U ALL HAVE BEEN SO HELPFUL I KNOW THAT I CAN SPEAK MY MIND HERE WITHOUT BEING JUDGED!!! BUT IM REALLY NERVOUS...I NEED THIS BUT I JUST CANT HELP BUT THINKING AM I REALLY DOING THE RIGHT THING??? PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME :biggrin:

bsandz08

bsandz08

 

Three weeks post op

So tomorrow will be three weeks..im feeling very normal..i can eat a lot not as much as i could pre op but more than im supposed to...i think i need a fill i just dont want to feel too restricted..should i call my doctor or should i just wait a while?????????????????????????:crying:

bsandz08

bsandz08

 

Last Blog B4 Becoming An Official Bandster ..Banded 2 Morrow 6/2

:lol:i just want to thank u all for reading my rants and raves and dealing with my annoying self!! i appriciate it from the bottom of my heart!!! u have all helped put my fears at ease!! I am being banded tomorrow!!!! when i come home i will give u all the details from the time i woke up until the time the anesthesia wears off!!! Wish Me Luck!!!!!!!!!!!!! :thumbup::w00t::biggrin:

bsandz08

bsandz08

 

ok so im bugging out a little

:drool::unsure:ummm so i just got banded on tuesday and i just ate a couple of bites of domino's...yea i know ...and i havent thrown up and i dont feel sick..is this a good thing or bad thing?? im so scared that i went through all of this for nothing..im starting to feel as though im not mentally ready for this change...please help me im starting 2 have a panic attack someone please help me :biggrin:

bsandz08

bsandz08

 

Feeling Brand New

Ok so the other day i had a melt down...its still hard for me but im feeling so much better...this port is still killing me:mad: but im moving around a whole lot better the gas pain is down to a minimum and im ready for this new life!! i cant wait..i have to get a scale i think that will keep me motivated but its good that temptation is in my face it will make me stronger.....im really glad i went through with this being 19 and pushing up on 300 pounds was not a good look!! but hopefully with time and dedication i will get to my goal of 140!!! Well thats all 4 now..im off to do my favorite thing with my princess and mom .,..SHOPPING!!!:drool::bored::biggrin:

bsandz08

bsandz08

 

Considering Having The Band Removed

so b4 all of u ..go wtf is this woman crazy...hear me out.. before i had this surgery i didnt realize that i had an addiction to food. The day i came homed from the hospital was the day reality set in. as i sit and watch my family eat dominos i cant help but to take a bite..then another then another..no im 1 week post op(-9lbs) eating turkey sandwhices drinking soda...doing everything all wrong.. i made an appointment to see my psychologist on monday.. i talked to my surgeon about taking it out..he said wait..im like by then the band could be obsturcted. this really is a life change its not magic.. and i made the decision so fast i didnt weigh the con's only the pro's. So the moral of the story is i made up my mind i want the band removed:frown:. My next Blog will be my last one...Thanks 4 All The Support LBT!!!:thumbup:

bsandz08

bsandz08

 

Officially A Bandster 6/2/09 Yayyyy!!!

So i didn't get any sleep the night before but o well...got in the shower at 4:15am am...left the house at 4:45...Was at the hospital by 5:15 ..sent up to pre op by 6:00 off to or by 7...EVERYTHING WENT BLACK..woke up in pain screamed for meds.. got them dozed back off up at 11:30 am...took a walk @ 1:oopm ....i feel soo bad right now its just gas pain though i can walk it off its nothing like my c section experience..came home today..not really hungry just sore where my port is...my fiance is a wonder he's great with the baby..i'll keep u all posted as i go along!!!! BG thanks 4 everything:thumbup:

bsandz08

bsandz08

 

Feeling Discouraged

:unsure:Ok so i was banded 6/2/09 ..i havent had a fill..everytime i turn around i feel hungry. i dont have a scale so i cant weigh myself..trying to stick to my diet is soooo hard!!!! i dont know what to do..between class work and taking care of my 9 month old i cant exercise. i feel like just throwing the towel in..just needed to get that off my chest

bsandz08

bsandz08

 

?????

My surgery is schduled for june 2. Im really nervous about coming home i live with my family and OUR eating habbits are horrible. Their very supportive but their not going to stop eating what they like because of my operation... i know its all about will power but what am i supposed to do when they have burgers, and pastas etc..in front of my face and all i can have is liquids??? im ready for a life change its just that the temptation is going to be constantly in my face...ughh its driving me crazy..is there anyone out there who's been in or in my situation i could really use some advice!!!!:thumbup:

bsandz08

bsandz08

 

8 days before surgery 1 day before pre op diet!!!

ok im so excited//nervous//scared//happy my surgery is in 8 days and i start my pre op diet tomorrow...am i going to be starving all week??? i dont kno if ill have a slip up before my surgery!! and what about the amount of time its going to take before i recover..i have a 7 month old that is at a very very active stage...im worried about taking care of her while being in pain....any mothers out there have any advice for me????

bsandz08

bsandz08

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