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skinny lady in a fat body

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Well...hmmm...where do I start...was banded on march 24, 2006...today is june 14th...I'm glad I found this spot to journal...had joined richard simmons support group on the internet, but found that it couldn't really help me because I felt that I had an advantage with the lapband...felt like I was sort of cheating, when other people on the site did not have the "tool" that I have chosen to help me loose weight...Hubby also had lapband surgery the same day I did...   It's been a long 7 months...After my accident in November 2005 where i CRUSHED and almost lost my arm all the way down from the shoulder...It has been a long battle for me...I am happy that I am now able to type...Broke my leg 2 weeks ago....so LIFE IS SUCH A CHALLENGE...I'm committing to writting in my journal my feelings...today was a little difficult...Have had an allergy attack so I am filling up my pouch with slime...I ate two oatmeal/almonds breakfast bar and latte for breakfast... a small amount of beef jerkey at lunch, and about 4 chips...became a little nauseated.....The doctor put me back on my diabetes meds today, so sort of feeling a little funny....ate some creamed english peas late this afternoon...I'm going to eat a little something soon, since I just took my shot....I am not craving food at all anymore....Thinking my fill is fine for now...am at 2cc....I have a 10cc band..Dr spiegel, houston texas my surgen....Am just a little under 200 lbs right now...I am trying not to weigh...Just eat to live and not live to eat....Learning that I have to eat, and eating is not the unpardonable sin...:clap2:

patricia1952

patricia1952

 

6/14/2006....thursday

BREAKFAST:..2 OATMEAL/ALMONDS BREAKFAST BARS 190 CALORIE lUNCH:...TRIED TO EAT A PIECE OF PIZZA, BUT WITH THE slime from sinus drainage, just wouldn't work...pizza was just fine 2 days ago:..   ..4:00 pm slim fast 5:30 6 BOILED SHRIMP/BANNA PUDDING   tried eating a few chips during the day hoping it would asorb the drainage, but didn't work....up they came...   Today was a susseccful day as far as not eating too much....Somehow over the past few weeks and after the last fill....my system is not craving food...I'm eating because I know that I need to eat...what a change....Hope this continues...I have never felt like this before about food...yes...it's working

patricia1952

patricia1952

 

Nice day

today hubby and I drove down the coast and looked at some sail boats...dream of ours is to own a boat and travel the islands when we retire,,,without weight loss there was no hope that we could even dream the dream...My tummy not feeling too good having a cold and swallowing the flem...I drank a real coke to help get rid of the junk in my upper tummy so I could eat...I have had trouble with this week because of the cold...Today I drank 1 coke, ate 2 packs of peanut butter crackers snack pack...For lunch we ate at a nice resturant overlooking the marina...I was able to eat a small piece of fried fish...and 1 french fry...just could not eat anymore...I'm sure I've lost some weight this week, but am not too concerned about getting on the scales...I can't "not" "not' be loosing because I don't eat that much...1000 calories a day...I'm not getting alot of exercise because of the broken leg...3 more weeks, and hopefully it will come off...Randy had to push me around in the wheel chair...It was a beautiful day...The water and sky was so pretty....I dream of what it will be like when we get to travel some...and learn to sail...praying that my broken things will heal...

patricia1952

patricia1952

 

GOD BLESS YOU 'FATHERS'

Happy fathers day......So excited...actually, once again, zipped my smaller shorts that actually have button and zipper, and not only that, but am going to wear them all day....Happy Day...I have about six pair that a friend gave me that are brand new, that she never wore...She had the molena band, and lost over 100 lbs, but has gained most back...Hoping that she might have the band redone...She gave me some beautiful clothes that she had barely got to wear....I'll save them for her after I use them.....Mostly 18's and some 16's....I gave away all my smaller clothes to people in mexico when they had lots of flooding a few years backc...Thank God for these clothes..   Am in the process of drinking my 2nd latte....Tummy is feeling much better today...Am not going to take any pain pills or mobic *anti-imflamatory...I did take an ambien so I could get to sleep last night...I'm having lots of pain...and am able to handle it during the day...the night time is worse...but with God's help, I shall overcome pain..   Think I will drink a slim fast for breakfast to let my tummy heal...Can't drive yet, so can't get to church....God bless all the fathers...

patricia1952

patricia1952

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