I got my Realize band on Jan. 6 and got my first fill of 4ccs on Friday 3rd of April. I had been binging and felt no need to throw up or otherwise feel miserable, so as to "learn my lesson" not to do such this. I wanted so much to feel sick so as to stop myself from doing this again. I was depressed and my surgeon could only ask me if I was "excercising"--he wasn't too happy with my depression. But to me, I was just back to my old habits, and very very scared that nothing would ever help me. I got the fill and thought I would do better...suprise! I can binge and I only get a small tummy ache--and a large case of obesity guilt. Does anyone know if the "new stomach" one gets which is supposed to be the size of a golfball, could actually burst from overeating? Has anyone else been binging with a lap band? How did you get over it?????
Praying Patty
