5/2/07
I cannot do this alone. So why do I continously try. I am taking charge today and have recommitted myself to this cause!!!!
I need serious support. So talking out loud is my first step. I'm going to the doctor for a fill tomorrow, the first appt in over a year.
5/3/07 I took the dog for a walk and I am getting ready for the doctor to get my fill. First MD apppt in over a year. Fill it baby, Fill it! Back to Liquids!!!!
Stay focused Debby!!!!!
The first one was taken right before I was banded and the second one was at about 9 months out. I have the band replaced in April of 09 the tubing disconnected from the band so there was no restriction and hence the bad habits were already well underway:(:scared2:
Alright , I wasn't an angel but better than I've been, so it's dinner (grilled chicken and green beans with a left over salad and I'm taking the dog on a walk. I have a closet full of clothes and nothing to wear!
I will get on a scale some time this week but not today......
And call the surgeon's office... blah
Well holding on for the ride. I'm still battling with food choices everyday and it's so hard.
I'm pretty tight so even if it's a bad choice there isn't much of it I can get down.
I'm down to 187.5 on my scale which is roughly 2 pounds more than the surgeons so I'm almost done with the damage I did in the last few months.