well i realizated a few things its been way to long since i came on here
i need to come on here more
i need support
i cant do this alone
i am week sometimes
i am strong most of the time
everybody makes mistakes
losing the weight wont make me happy with myself
i need to deal with my issues
i need to talk to someone who has been through this
i need to stoping comparing myself to others
i can do this
any number lost on the scale is a success
i have friends that arnt supporting me and i dont deserve it
i still love to dance and i miss doing it
it takes time to overcome the habits i have made in the last 23 years
if i slip and eat something bad, i need to stop feeling guilty and just deal with it
dont let falling off the wagon deter me from getting back on
everybody makes mistakes
i want to love myself and be proud of what i have done
ive decided since im over half way through my weight loss to post some pics of my journey so far
in the beginning
320 pounds im on the left
my grad
Me with my neice and nephew
Birthday 3 years ago
The journey begins
Last summer over a year past surgery
and finnaly 2 months ago at a loss of 100 pounds, will post more as im 115 lost now
im on the laft at my best friends wedding
well after looking into LAP-BAND® for 2 years i have finnaly made the decision to go ahead, i met with the doctor he referd me to see a diatician first i have been seeing her for two months and am headed back to see him on march 17th hopefully to move foward..
well lets see fell off the wagon for a bit lol, lacking motivation, but i know i need to keep on going, working nights is tough and working in camp away from home is allways hard, any suggestions to get me motivated again?
