My surgery is on August 5th. I'm scared to death. I am going to miss food so much. It's such a part of my life. Social activites, dating, celebrations and work. I'm starting to feel a werid vibe from some of my friends that are big too. I have been fat all my life and I don't know if everyone's ready for me to be thin. Some people are saying what about all the loose skin you're going to have. I just say I'd rather have that than fat.
I don't really have any health issues yet, thank god, but I know that was just a matter of time. My only real health issue and the main purpose for this surgery is to help my back. I have severe back problems and I'm hoping this will help.
I'd appreciate any advise and/or encouragement.
This is my first time on a blog site so pardon the mistakes.
Well i had my surgery 8-5-08 just healing now can't wait to start loosing. i haven't weighed myself i go to the doctor next week and have a fill in 5. don't want to weigh myself until i go to the doctor. so far so good
