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my journey to gorgeous 160lbs again!

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5/31 size 12!

my new old navy capris in size 12 fit beautifully! I can't believe it... I went from 16 to 12...skipped 14!
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1/25/06 243 6 WEEKS SINCE SURGERY

DO NOT BELIEVE THAT HE WHO SEEKS TO COMFORT YOU LIVES UNTROUBLED AMONG THE SIMPLE AND QUIET WORDS THAT SOMETIMES DO YOU GOOD. HIS LIFE HAS MUCH DIFICULTY..... OTHERWISE HE WOULD NEVER HAVE BEEN ABLE TO FIND THOSE WORDS. RAINER MARIE RILKE MARIA SAID TODAY SHE ATE 4 CHICK NUG & SM CHILLI & SM ICRM CONE BFAST: 2 CRACKERS, 1 CHEESE, 1 EGG 100 CALS LUNCH: CRAB LEGS 260 + SHRIMP 75 + ROLL100 = 435 + 100 = 535 DINNER:CHICK NUG 170 =705 + 4 RITZ CRAKRS 100= 800
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3/3 236lbs

DON'T LOOK BACK-- YOU'RE NOT HEADED THAT WAY   As you travel through life there are always those times when decisions just have to be made; when the choices are hard, and solutions seem scarce and the rain seems to soak your parade!   There are some situations where all you can do is to simply let go and move on, gather courage together and choose a direction that carries you toward a new dawn.   So pack up your troubles and take a step forward. The process of change can be tough but think about all the excitement ahead if you can be stalwart enough!   There could be adventures you never imagined just waiting around the next bend and wishes and dreams just about to come true in ways you can't yet comprehend!   Perhaps you'll find friendships that spring from new interests as you challenge your status quo and learn there are so many options in life, and so many ways you can grow!   Perhaps you'll go places you never expected and see things that you've never seen or travel to fabulous, faraway worlds and wonderful spots in between!   Perhaps you'll find warmth and affection and caring- a "somebody special" who's there to help you stay centered and listen with interest to stories and feelings you share.   Perhaps you'll find comfort in knowing your friends are supportive of all that you do and believe that whatever decisions you make, they'll be the right choices for you!   So keep putting one foot in front of the other and taking your life day by day. There's a brighter tomorrow that's just down the road. Don't look back!!! You're not going that way!   -----Author Unknown  
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LOVE IS NOT LEISURE, IT IS WORK

GET A LIFE IN WHICH YOU ARE NOT ALONE FIND PEOPLE YOU LOVE AND WHO LOVE YOU AND REMEMBER LOVE IS NOT LEISURE, IT IS WORK ANNA QUINDLEN   WHEN YOU CONTROL YOUR BEHAVIOR, YOU CONTROL THE CONSEQUENCES.   DAILY DIET DAILY WALK DAILY RECRUIT
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10/14 HAPPY 10 MO ANNIVERSARY TO ME!

WORE MY PLUM PIN CORDUROY JACKET W MY BLACK BOOTS & CROPPED PANTS ..I LOOK HOT! HE STARED @ ME ALMOST LIKE "GEE SHE'S TOO GOOD FOR ME" MY HOUND'STOOTH FITS & SO DOES THE BROWN SUIT & B&W POLKA DOT IS A LITTLE SNUG...ANOTHER MONTH & IT WILL FIT! BOUGHT SIZE 8 PANTS @ K-MART...THEY FIT!
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8/7/06 210.1

MY SIZE 10 WHITE BILL BLASS CAPRIS FIT! I LOVE THEM! I WALKED ALL AROUND YALE CAMPUS W RUBU YESTERDAY. GOT MY HAIR DONE ON SAT THE OWNER OF HEADCUTTERS DIDN'T RECOGNIZE ME. WENT TO GEISS'S OFFICE W CARMELA & NANCY. GEISS,JOANNE, JOY,& KATHY SAID I LOOK GOOD. GEISS TOLD ME I MAKE HIS DAY EVERYTIME HE SEES ME & HOW WELL I'M DOING. WENT TO SUNRISE LAB TO DAY & THE LAB TECH LOOKED @ ME & SAID "HI SKINNY I SAW YOU IN THE DUNKIN DONUTS PARKING LOT & I COULDN'T BELIEVE HOW THIN YOU ARE! GEORGIA FROM NEXT DOOR TOLD ME HOW GOOD I LOOK ON SATURDAY
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1/26/06 242 LBS

NEW #! 242 THAT FEELS GOOD:clap2: I LOVE MY BAND 1 WEEK OF WALKING DAILY WALK PM 21 MINS, 115CALS WALK AM 20 MINS 95 CALS BFAST:1 EGG 1 CHEESE, 2 CRACKERS. 100 CALS LUNCH:SM CHILLI 220 CALS, 1/2 BAKED POT 135CALS DINNER: 4 PC CHICKN NUGGETS 170 CALS SNACK:CRACKERS & CHEESE.100 CALS = 725 CALS.
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control freak mother, secretive behavior,& obesity

Mom's controling beh has cost me a lot in life, including my weight issues, secretive behavior, not moving forward w my only sweetheart, the love of my life, Alissa said I behave the way I do w food to stuff my emotions and not feel them...since last nite I 've been teary eyed, I told him to-day that I owed him an apology, that I know I had been difficult for the last month & it had nothing to do w him, it had to do w my mother and how controlling she was & she wanted me to pack up & go to India to live w her, he got very soft & heard me out. He didn't say a word later when ralph left the room he just lay his head back & closed his eyes, he looked drained. Alissa said there is a link between emotional eating & controlling mothers & overweight daughters. People w eating disorders also love secrecy...that's why I love to eat in private, don't open up about my emotions, finances and more...in pathetic efforts to control my life. She said the best thing I could have done was cut off w her, & it's true since my visit to Mumbai,I've gotten worse w my eating....& my relat w him has gotten bad. bec I'm afraid to let anyone in..I'll lose controll of my life...that's my fear! Sartaj Aunty s/w me on Tues & was very supportive of my relationship w him, she asked me why 14 yrs & I told her because it wouldn't have been fair to him to have my kids come before him. He didn't deserve that. Now I have the time to devote & make him #1 in my life. She is right when she said my kids have a right to their own lives just as I had a right to mine at their age & I still resent toxic Mom for expecting me to go take care of her...what damn nonsense!:mad: She shared w me how Zafar her brother told her that at our age life moves very fast. She is also right that I have a right to my own happiness & not to care what people think bec when push comes to shove they don't really care...they are too involved in their own lives! She asked me why I was hesitant & I told her bec he's a control freak @ work...again she wisely said"a man's different in his personal life...don't apply that to how he relates to you"
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10/15

LISA O CALLED I TOLD HER HOW CARMELLA & NANCY DIDN'T SAY A WORD ABOUT ME IN MY CROPPED PANTS & BOOTS & SHE IS RIGHT SHE SAID "THEYR'E NOT GOING TO ...THEY ARE JEALOUS!   MY SIZE 10 PANTS FROM NY & CO ARE LOSE!
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1/27/06 242

242 not v hungry...just head hunger bfast 1 egg & 2 cocktail sausages 138 lunch sm chilli & 1/2 BAKD POT 355 CAL 493 4 CRACKERS 50 543 5 COCKTAIL SAUSAGES 170=713 5 CRACERS & SALSA+ 70=783 WALK IN PM NSV! MY BLACK PINSTRIPED JACKET...THE TOP BUTTON USED TO BE ON TOP OF MY BOOBS NOW IS WAY BELOW MY CLEAVAGE!
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8/8 208.7 YES!

A restrictive device gave me complete freedom from the prison that had held me captive: food. WILLO SAID MY JOURNALLING IS WHAT IS MAKING ME SUCCESSFUL IN SHEDDING THE LBS....I HOLD MYSELF ACCOUNTABLE BY DOING THAT.
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7/24/07

TUESDAY 7/24 I LOOK THINNER:clap2::kiss2: 150LBS BY LABOR DAY :)BRUNCH:3 TURK MEATBALLS & SAUCE 200 LUNCH:TERIYAKI CHICK 160 = 360 2 PLUMS 90 = 450 SNACK: GRAHAMS 100 = 550 5.30 NOT VERY HUNGRY :clap2: DINNER: TERIYAKI CHICK 160 =710 WEDNESDAY 7/25 BRUNCH 3 TURK MEATBALLS& SAUCE 200 LUNCH CHICK CORN SOUP 200 = 400 DINNER TERIYAKI CHICK 160 = 560
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I WANT TO WEAR:

WHAT I REALLY, REALLY, REALLY WANT TO WEAR: 1. SHORTS & TANK TOP. 2. BERMUDAS, 3. MY BLACK JACKET 4. HALTER TOPS. 5 MY RED DRESS:clap2: 6. MY BEIGE DRESS:D 7. SIZE 2 PANTS 8. ALL MY PANTS BAGGY
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242 SAT 1/28/06

:clap2: WALKED PAST MY HONEY & HE DIDN'T EVEN RECOGNIZE ME! HE WAS TALKING TO NANCY & ASKED HER WHO JUST WALKED BY. GRANTED I WASN'T WEARING A COAT (55DEGREES IN JAN!) BUT IT FELT GOOD. GOT MY HAIR COLORED LOOKS GOOD BFAST: 1 EGG, 2 C'TAIL SSAGES= 70+ 75 = 145 LUNCH: 3/4C CHILLI SNACK:1/2 BAG OF HONEY GRAHAMS B4 DINNER 1/4 LEFTOVER CHILLI 220 + 50 = 415 DINNER @ BEN'S 4 OF CORNED BEEF=270= 695 + CRACKERS & TEPENADE = 200= 895 COULDN'T EAT MORE THAN THAT...HARD 2 IMAGINE...I MUST HAVE ONLY EATEN 2OZ ( BARELY) @ BENS
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242 SUN 1/29/06

BFAST:1 EGG & 1 LITE HOT DOG 70+50= 120 SNACK 100 CH& CRKRS LUNCH 3/4 CHILLI & 1/2 POT=165+135 300=520 1/2 BAG GRAHAM 50=570 DINNER:INDIAN FOOD 650 =1220 MARIA CAME TO SEE ME COULDN'T BELIEVE HOW I LOOKED.
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8/9 208.5!

another few days & my new pants will fit! visualizing myself at goal!
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4/14

WENT TO WILLO 4 MOS AFTER SURGERY!
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4/17 GEISS 235.6 ON HIS SCALE

MY FILL IS AT 2.8. I WAS @ 2.5 & POWERS GAVE ME .3cc I ALSO LOST 3LBS IN 2 WEEKS. POWERS WANTS ME TO SEE LISA GENTILE. HE FOUND MY PORT ON THE FIRST TRY THIS ONCE. JUDY MAUANG WAS THERE SHE TOO LOOKS GOOD! SHE SAID DAWN HAD STARTED TO THROW UP DELIBERATELY TO LOSE THE LAST 20LBS BEFORE HER TUMMY TUCK.POWERS TOLD ME THAT MOST INS COVER TUMMY TUCK TODAY FOR POST OP BECAUSE OF THE ITCHING IN THE FOLD.
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4/17 NSV!

FIT IN SIZE16 OLD NAVY CAPRIS YESTERDAY & GAVE AWAY MY SIZE 22S TO GOODWILL.
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