Postop emotional Rollercoaster

Had sleeve 3/21 home 3/22 had little to no pain, felt great right after. I did not feel like I even had surgery.  Then by day 4 I was miserable with gas and trying to keep up with fluids and protein. Ended up with mild pneumonia which knocked me down a few pegs. Then I really went on downhill slope, cried alot. I really thought I was prepared.  Then the smell of food and wanting to chew and taste yummy things took over and I started to feel so deprived. I have had such an addiction to food for so long. I did not realize how much it would affect me to not have it. It scares me that I am going to fail. I have suchanged an amazing Dr and medical team. They have offered to get me to a counselor which also makes me feel like I failed. I weighed 269 when I got home from surgery have been stuck at 244lbs for 4 days. I see the stories of people being stalled for long periods it's all so scary.